I am a little more busy these days with Teege in hockey school this week. He loves this school and they have training techniques that are unique to the kootenays. i am trying to set priorities and manageable boundaries. Gotta keep balance in my life. So sometimes i have to take 2 tasks an make them into one.

I need to be here for my family and i want to show them i am loyal to them. But at the same time try not to interfere.

In my life and probably yours all is not as it seems,right? At times i feel like i am in that side show at the carny,’ House of mirrors’. I get in and can not get out, i need to remember how i got in in order to retrace my steps back to get out. Return to the firm and secure areas of my life. I try not to feel ashamed that i could not hold up, but i do. It is an illusion if you think i am.
It is my responsible to keep my strength up and be ready. It is like after night is set, then comes dawn. So in all things, new follows old.

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you have heard the saying

“Discretion is the better part of valor”,

and good timing and positioning is very important.
Choose the proper moments for action.

Pay attention to the signs and retreat when needed.

Now, do not jump to conclusions.

Wise to avoid starting something new until this time of illusions and confusion decreases.

Take care of the small details and then you will have time for the big ones.

Use your intuition and plan a long term course, and use this time to develop new talents.

Beware of intentions if they hold the upper hand. Examine their power and you will discover ways you can influence them.


I wish a gentle wind would gather the clouds and rain. If i talk nicely to the Rain Gods and use friendly persuasion. Maybe??


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Thought i would post this video today. i have lots of friends and neighbor that get lousy reception because of the mountains we live in. This is a trick to help.

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I feel like my time is running out, is it just in my head or am i basing this on fears? But i have so much to do, how will i get it all done. Someone suggested closing my eyes and breathe deeply then open them and get back to work. Do this until you have accomplish all your tasks.

I have the authority and the wisdom to achieve my goals.

Today don’t make promises you can not keep. Others are depending on me and so i need plenty of focus today.
I will try not to procrastinate, to cut through and untangle .

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28thJuly

Strength

On all levels i desire in and out strength. Strength, will and passion to tame my finer self. Harmony to complete the balance. My feminine force is a power that can nurture,and get others to see the light, too. I can stir energy and bring to light old or evil ways. I use energy of good will to accomplish this task.

A successful leader is one that has strength and discipline to succeed with out hurting anyone. A hidden force influencing others without them even knowing it.
A goal of purpose and dedication, to hold it dear; otherwise who wins?
Let power be held by the common rules, and for the common good. When you gain balance, evil is unimportant and things happen as they should like parents die before children , leader lead and followers follow. A true leader captures the heart of the team and a single vision binds all.

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I am feeling really creative but i am having difficulty in finding the right outlet for my enthusiasm.
I feel some outside resistant to what i am trying to do. I don’t mean to blame anyone else. I think it is me, who is holding me back. I need to get my ego out of the way and become attuned to the Creators views.
Today i will dream and receive insights to this problem and many other problems. I will master this.

Good times are heading my way, it is in the air. I am in a hopeful mood and need to stay in that mood. I will work hard at recovering and clear the road so i can go on ahead.

The ability to learn from the experiences is a treasure. Like an ancient forest, most things of lasting value develop gradually, and it takes time. i need constant and gradual progress. I need a combination of stillness within and determination without. A true good thing takes a long time to establish.

The idea of gradual development can apply to relationships to.
For business, marriage or love to last, you need slow and steady progress. Steady to move in the right direction and slow to allow the bonds to knit properly.
You can not expect to have everything all at once. Allow development to take its proper route. Do not rush or manipulate, let it unfold as it should. This way you will come to enjoy a long-lasting relationship and will be successful.
intuition seems to work best for you when you’re not expecting it to. Asking a question and sitting down seems logical, but might not be the best way for you to go. Instead, when a question arises you can write it down. Then put the piece of paper away and forget about it.

When your mind returns to the issue, assure yourself that you’ll find out what you need to know when you need to know it. Have faith that the universe is big enough to respond to any issue you have, but in its own time.

Then, when you’re doing something completely ordinary like washing the dishes, driving the car or waiting for a bus, the clouds in your mind will part and a ray of sunshine comes down upon you carrying the information you desire. For you, the process is to ask, to let go and then be ready to receive an answer when you least expect it.
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