stumbling along

I am a little more busy these days with Teege in hockey school this week. He loves this school and they have training techniques that are unique to the kootenays. i am trying to set priorities and manageable boundaries. Gotta keep balance in my life. So sometimes i have to take 2 tasks an make them into one.

I need to be here for my family and i want to show them i am loyal to them. But at the same time try not to interfere.

In my life and probably yours all is not as it seems,right? At times i feel like i am in that side show at the carny,’ House of mirrors’. I get in and can not get out, i need to remember how i got in in order to retrace my steps back to get out. Return to the firm and secure areas of my life. I try not to feel ashamed that i could not hold up, but i do. It is an illusion if you think i am.
It is my responsible to keep my strength up and be ready. It is like after night is set, then comes dawn. So in all things, new follows old.

live by
you have heard the saying

“Discretion is the better part of valor”,

and good timing and positioning is very important.
Choose the proper moments for action.

Pay attention to the signs and retreat when needed.

Now, do not jump to conclusions.

Wise to avoid starting something new until this time of illusions and confusion decreases.

Take care of the small details and then you will have time for the big ones.

Use your intuition and plan a long term course, and use this time to develop new talents.

Beware of intentions if they hold the upper hand. Examine their power and you will discover ways you can influence them.

I wish a gentle wind would gather the clouds and rain. If i talk nicely to the Rain Gods and use friendly persuasion. Maybe??

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