I have a feeling that my life as I know it is changing. It may be a while before you will notice, but as I have coworkers retiring and new faces joining my work place and I am getting involved with different people. So, as my friends change, so will my world. Now I can not totally predict the future, but I understand I need to let go of the past. Struggling to hold on to the past or the wrong things can trier me out and I need my energy for more important things.
I must use my inner knowledge to lead me.
But for today, I will focus on work around the house and family cares. With my daughter nearing the end of her term and a little one to arrive soon I need to make the most of my time. I must not over do it today for I am her support person and need to have energy for that.
Thinking as a traveler would, as he knows it takes a special behavior when you are far from home and need things to move smoothly with no mistakes.
I have many creative ideas in my head and I am eager to get into them but that means my house cleaning will be swept to the wayside. Although I feel my spirit is influenced and maybe I can do both. So I must remind myself not to start everything at once. I am thinking I should start with project that will give me a big bang for my buck as they say. Clean areas that will show an immediate impact.
If I consciously dream of my spiritual self as a discipline nature. My path will be clear of all obstacles and a hiding force will influence others to help, without them even knowing their are being influenced.
Photos to share
Here I am home alone today because Teege has a hockey tourney in a town 2 hours away and I decided to stay near Sister.
Ram mi and Million are going to stay over. Sunday has a probable 2 games to play and starting as early as 8:30 am.
So I was thinking of all the things I can do at home ( which is a lot). Then I feel so many emotions that I need time to process.
So I am posting. Before I tackle my housework. I am looking for a brilliant solution to my overwhelming emotions as I start.
I think my smartest answer is to take it slow and I will get the most out of my day.
My passion is creating , like when I paint, mold something out of clay or sewing or crotch a item for a love one, I want this to be my attitude in my life every day. Housework is creating, too?? no No. It is work, simply Work.
I will show them how I am as my word.
Here is a Lesson for you all. Don’t make Promises you know you won’t keep.
My prayer for Teege’s team is:
I pray they achieve a high level of teamwork, to understand passing will bring success. May their goal be clear and shared by the right player at the right time.
Photo
I am trying to get back to posting because I quite for a while and when I sat down to post I mostly showed Photos. But don’t get me wrong I love Photography and carry a camera everywhere.
I have had this week off from work and now it is Friday and to be honest when I think about where my week went I think about the vacation of my dreams and how it never happens. I want to take a trip today , Oh I mean last Friday and coming back today. Instead I am going to travel to a small town 2 hours from here. I am the Mum and my youngest child is playing in a hockey tournament. My obligation as Mum takes over any dreams of traveling to a far of land.
But on the other hand, my oldest child is about to bring into this world a grandson. On that day, I will become Grand Mum and I will have to cancel my little travel plans let alone my dream of travel. I will focus on each day and forget about long-term plans.
As I focus, I begin to feel freedom from my inner conflicts and I see how my buried gifts and talents can fit in and I must keep telling myself to trust that my creativity will always continue to grow in every area of my life.
Clear communication is important.
What if, all is not as it seems; is this day, a day in the house of mirrors.
Mirror photo
You wonder how you can be a mother, and as I approach grand motherhood I come to truly understand “Your Mother is in you, and you in her.”
As my daughter is giving life. She is giving you your body, You will be happy to know her. She will nurture you and teach you her laws. She is being more like her mother than ever before. For the power of our mother is amazing. Thinking of Mothers and when you get to know her and understand how she rules over all living things.
The blood or the life that runs through us is born of our Earthly Mum. Her blood flows like rivers (vain of life) and sleeps in our lakes, then rages in our seas.
The air we breathe is the breath of Mother Earth. Her breathe reaches the heavens, sores in the mountain tops and whispers to the leaves in the forest.
The strength of our bones is like the stones and rocks of our great Mother. On the top of mountains they stand still and as giants sleeping or are hidden the the depths of the Earth.
our flesh is as Her flesh that waxes the yellows and reds in our trees that bear fruit and Her flesh nurtures our grains in the fields.
Our bowels are as Hers hidden in the depths invisible to our eyes.
The sight and hearing of ours is born of the colors and sounds of Our Mother Earth. Like the waves of the ocean enclose our fish so does the beauty of light and sound.
Truth is, men are the Sons of the Mother Earth, and from her the Son of Man receive His body, even as your body is giving life to that new born babe.
Truly, you are one with the Earthly Mother. She is in you, and you in her. Of her were you born, in her do you live, and to her shall you return again. Keep her laws, you will live long, and happy.
Stumble it!