stumbling along

I really want my visions to become true, it is hard though when you have those little doubts floating around my head. I think that i have to work hard to reach that goal. Yet I can’t tell the whole story. I think i need to keep telling myself that I should listen to my intuition.

When I endure the cold as I have lately,(because it has been cold) and I survive I feel a great need to learn. To learn how to guard against insecurities. The defeating word that travel though my brain. I need to conquer this so I can succeed. But not just succeed but to be successful. When I am walking in this bitter cold air for the hour upon hours I do it. I learn to maintain an inner strength, I stay focused on the end of the walk. My image of strength is of God and I focus on Him and talk to him.

I have at my job changes that are coming in I know I need to adapt in order to stay. I find now that I am older I don’t like change very much. I know that I want to keep moving forward so I will develop that sense of purpose. My dear Grandmother always told me

“Stay moving, keep learning and pray.”

(to keep in touch with my innermost)

I have had encounters with angels and didn’t know it. Now I know when an angel is around (which is a lot more than you think) I understand the messages now. I am being guided now because I let them guide me. My friends new and old are like gold coins in the bank. Now I have to tell my self to calm down and not do foolish things that I’ll regret.

A highly spiritual attitude is when I allow others to be themselves and don’t demand this or that. Then I can have the freedom to be me and I will be free of fear. I will accomplish with hard work.