stumbling along

I really hope I am touching other people with my blog. Healing unspoken hurts and unseen wounds. I have open my heart and lent my compassionate nature to you. Please don’t kill me for it. I hope you can look at me for dependability and understand, this helps my healing progress to.

I see myself as offering something unique and guided by forces within. What ever stands in the way is only temperately there. Which is really not a bad thing. Difficulties, obstacles or even setbacks can eventually become assets. For example if that oyster on the bottom of the ocean floor did not have little bites of sand around him, he would not make such beautiful pearls. If it is an obstacle that is deemed huge, then the best thing is to go around it rather than trying to move it. What ever the case maybe don’t pay it no mind. The most difficult problems have a positive side because it often make you turn inward and gain an understanding of your character and personal growth. An amazing man from German who loves to fly planes once told me

“Without air resistance, no plane would ever fly.”

And if you are hiking in the forest and you come upon a huge boulder

“go around, if you try to move it, you will hurt your shoulder.”

I love my children and am concern for their future. I need to be firm and we need to talk more. I mean expressing our feelings for each other. Lots of communication between us.

I will end this post on that note.

‘Communicate with your children today, okay.’

I like it when my imagination runs wild, I feel free, safe and in control of my life.

With some time off work I can take some time to stop and smell the rose, so to speak. The scenery around me is amazing and as I gaze at the beauty I feel the need to share.

I feel so blessed because of the closeness I have with my family, How good I have got it.

Even through difficult times I am able to pull through. I just have to pace myself, step slow and gentle. Trying not to stumble.

When I am in the company of the strong willed, I need not to rush. Mistakes are made then.

I should not take it to another level but try to use humor. Think of the old days, the court jester often had more power than the king. He use humor to win friends and influence people.

Oh Michael, I admired you.

Keens’ are my friends.

Today, I feel is going to be difficult, because I feel some family members have such high standards. Sometimes in situations like this people expect the impossible. I feel like walking away and let them handle it. Getting angry will not solve the problem it will be make it worse, I know this from experience. So I will bite my tongue or grit my teeth as they say. I will work even harder.
I am the leader of this family so I will just lead.
I must focus and I will not hesitate to show my family that I am loyal to them. It will be good for me to show my support to the ones that are the dearest. I need to be careful, I do not want them to think I am taking over their life.

I am trying to be gentle on myself today because I have decided I am not going into town today, I need to have some lone time. So I am not going to think thoughts of guilt because I am not in town with family and friends. I will return emotionally recharged and restored.

I am having unusual dreams or you may call them ‘psychic insights.’ I feel I am a master problem solver when it comes to personal issues. Other people are drawn to me, example; a couple of days ago I was at the farmers market and out of the blue this lady came over to me and tell me strange thoughts but profound because the subject of our discussion was confirming what I have thought all this time. My way of answering her, spoke to her heart and she was deeply grateful. The subject is still not completed as it still grows and is gaining the power and strength everyday. The way is clear and the goal is true. Being careful and cautious is still essential. My wisdom and way is real and lasting with an amazing effect on others.

by Silvia Hartmann

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I am feeling pretty secure in my world today, even though so much is going on, more than I wish for. So good thing my happiness is not dependent upon what goes on around me. As my dreams become reality, I am becoming a better person. By accepting and knowing what is in my heart is now more important than everyone’s approval.
Let go and I mean let go, and most important of all is

“Trust you instincts,”

Listen to your heart, listen to that thought that gave you shivers when it entered your mind.
I feel today is a good day to get things done and to start new projects, and I have so many new ones in mind that I will have to decide which to do first. First was to write this post, I love to share and to help.
Yesterday we had a big thunderstorm, thunderstorms do not happen often in my world, but as any thunderstorm or after

‘that time of tension’.

then comes a refreshed period, a time when there is fresh and clean air and suddenly the atmosphere of tension is gone. In other words, after last nights dinner conversation and the conversation was heavy. Today, the tension is gone and we can move on.

‘I am so thankful, that I know I am in the right place at the right time.
I am so grateful I have been able to send out my gift of a beautiful Gratitude rock to those beautiful people out there on “Internet Island”. I feel warm and happy inside when i think of you all with this gratitude rock in your hand or pocket.
I am so grateful for my family, friends and co-workers, who I cherish deeply, I would do anything for you.
I am so grateful for the care and attention I get.
I am so grateful I live in this part of the world, where it is peaceful and beautiful and awesome and…’

‘I like it, I link it’.

Well, this is the best idea ever, I want one, PLEASE.