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I feel like I really need to use today as a real day off. My spirit and my nerves need soothing. So today I am taking as a very quiet day. I am going to imagine a few fantasies. I need to manufacture in my mind first then I can go forward into making them real. Since that weekend in Victoria I had decided to take on a project that will (I believe) benefit all woman. I feel I need to and if I am going to make it real, you must first create it in your mind.
I tell myself all the time

“You are in a timeless state of grace where there is no doubt, shame or grief.”

Someone else said this first.

Later tho, my family is going to a Grey Cup party which we were invited to by the new guy at my work. I am looking forward to it. We need the relationship with other couples. Thanks Spike for inviting us.

Here is an ad and if you click on it, I get pay. So click away.

I am going to stay cool, calm but my feelings are raw. I want to be alone but maybe this isn’t a good idea because there I realize this is a hard road to go but it will change in a couple of days. So keep my doubts to myself and let the negative fall away from me naturally.

Today as any day I have strong dreams or call them psychic

“insights.”

I imagine myself as a Master Problem Solver and hope others like my cousin ( who I wrote a big long email 2) is drawn to me in a real and lasting way. I hope my tact and wisdom will influence her in a good way. I feel like I have the wisdom to hold things together and the Freedom to do it. I see in my dreams a woman a

“Cosmic Mother”

(if you will) who stands between earth and heaven, (the wife of God) and my protector from the forces set loose on Earth because of my immaturity and ignorance. This woman’s energy secures and nurturers my life and I become cosmic connected. Once I understand and realize my souls potential, I can stand to succeed in achieving my separate identity. I need to achieve moral and mental health and when I do, my soul will awaken to an immortal self and I would have accomplish this without having to die.

I see in my dreams the sun which is not a negative thing, no matter how and where it appears. It kinda represents

“Know Thyself”

to know the true nature of self is to have an ultimate realization and the freedom. Someone once said

“Humility is often rewarded in human affairs”

like how my mountains are eroding into the valleys. it is a way of nature to fill an empty glass. Regardless of my position in the world, be it a world leader or a homemaker, humility is a powerful and positive attribute. If I am a highly regarded leader, and humble, people are drawn to me and my causes. if I am low, humility will draw me to them of a higher status.

“Real humility is a virtue that all should aspire too.”

I think the most happiest and successful people are the ones who in every situation can create a balance by adding to what is so little or reducing what is too great. These people don’t crave power but they want balance and security to their world. As a humble person you can supply that balance and they are not prey to illusions of self importance. If this attribute is not natural to you try to make a effort to develop it. Humor is a tool I use often.

I am trying to show my love to all and this is my small gift to all my new friends and old. I am shaky and have a bad nervous resistance (intestinal cramping if you will) but I ‘m trying to stay professional. I will forget the rest, like my throat is sensitive and the thought of food makes me wary. This is a very good day as long as I stay in this positive direction.

“The key to good relationships always requires a give and take action.”

Unexpected events have rocked my world and has brought in good things I had not thought about.
Gratitude to all from me.

I am trying to be gentle on myself today because I have decided I am not going into town today, I need to have some lone time. So I am not going to think thoughts of guilt because I am not in town with family and friends. I will return emotionally recharged and restored.

I am having unusual dreams or you may call them ‘psychic insights.’ I feel I am a master problem solver when it comes to personal issues. Other people are drawn to me, example; a couple of days ago I was at the farmers market and out of the blue this lady came over to me and tell me strange thoughts but profound because the subject of our discussion was confirming what I have thought all this time. My way of answering her, spoke to her heart and she was deeply grateful. The subject is still not completed as it still grows and is gaining the power and strength everyday. The way is clear and the goal is true. Being careful and cautious is still essential. My wisdom and way is real and lasting with an amazing effect on others.

by Silvia Hartmann

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Often, you will hear me say “keep in touch.” Usually it is because I wear glitter just below my throat. I do it to “keep in touch with the little girl inside of me.” As the faith of a young girl, believing that God has control.

I would like to share this story, my sister shared with me.

A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to the Drug Store. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention.Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!

‘And what do you want?’ the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I’m talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven’t seen in ages,’ he said without waiting for a reply to his question.

‘Well, I want to talk to you about my brother,’ Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. ‘He’s really, really sick…and I want to buy a miracle.’

‘I beg your pardon?’ said the pharmacist.

‘His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now So how much does a miracle cost?’

‘We don’t sell miracles here, little girl. I’m sorry but I can’t help you,’ the pharmacist said, softening a little.

‘Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn’t enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it costs.’

The pharmacist’s brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, ‘What kind of a miracle does your brother need?’

I don’t know,’ Tess replied with her eyes welling up. I just know he’s really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can’t pay for it, so I want to use my money.’

‘How much do you have?’ asked the man from Chicago

‘One dollar and eleven cents,’ Tess answered barely audibly.

‘And it’s all the money I have, but I can get some more if I need to.’

‘Well, what a coincidence,’ smiled the man. ‘A dollar and eleven cents—the exact price of a miracle for little brothers. ‘

He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said ‘Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let’s see if I have the miracle you need.’ that well dressed man was Doctor, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery. The operation was completed free of charge and it wasn’t long until Andrew was home again and doing well. Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place. ‘That surgery,’ her Mom whispered. ‘was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?’ Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost..one dollar and eleven cents….plus the faith of a little child.

In our lives, we never know how many miracles we will need.
A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law.

It is an amazing adventure with God, trusting in Him only. Being content wherever He places me and whatever He makes of me, and accepting all, with devotion and humility’s. To know I am in the right place at the right time.
Gratefully yours, that little girl in me.

Amazing that what you believe in can have powerful impact on your life. Pretend that today’s New Moon brings you the power of change anything you want to.. Do whatever you can to expand your awareness, it will help in the days ahead. The imagination is your best way to increase the potential of the present moment, so make sure of you really know what you put into your thoughts, think of them as planting seeds for a future harvest.
Wikipedia is a wonderful website. (a link to their page on imagination). Love it, Link it.

Imagination is the ability to form mental images, or the ability to spontaneously generate images within one’s own mind. It helps provide meaning to experience and understanding to knowledge; it is a fundamental facility through which people make sense of the world,and it also plays a key role in the learning process. A basic training for imagination is the listening to storytelling (narrative), in which the exactness of the chosen words is the fundamental factor to ‘evoke worlds’.

Imagination is also expressed through stories such as fairy tales,fantasies and fiction. Most inventions or entertainment products were created from the inspiration of one’s imagination.

It is accepted as the innate ability and process to invent partial or complete personal realms within the mind from elements derived from sense perceptions of the shared world.[citation needed] The term is technically used in psychology for the process of reviving in the mind, percepts of objects formerly given in sense perception. Since this use of the term conflicts with that of ordinary language, some psychologists have preferred to describe this process as “imaging” or “imagery” or to speak of it as “reproductive” as opposed to “productive” or “constructive” imagination. Imagined images are seen with the “mind’s eye”.

One hypothesis for the evolution of human imagination is that it allowed conscious beings to solve problems (and hence increase an individual’s fitness) by use of mental simulation.

Imagine that.
Who is learning how to bring the work of the Divine, to complete the circle of Heaven and Earth? To pray with out ceasing is difficult because other thoughts come crowding in and next thing you know, you are thinking of something else. This is however, generally when you solve your everyday problems.
I am on holidays this week, and I need the rest. But these days when I get time off from work I am sick. I think it is because I take on so much and this quite time I can rid myself of all that.Then I gear up to get back to working again.

Apple photo
Rest, rest my friend.