stumbling along

I am going to stay cool, calm but my feelings are raw. I want to be alone but maybe this isn’t a good idea because there I realize this is a hard road to go but it will change in a couple of days. So keep my doubts to myself and let the negative fall away from me naturally.

Today as any day I have strong dreams or call them psychic

“insights.”

I imagine myself as a Master Problem Solver and hope others like my cousin ( who I wrote a big long email 2) is drawn to me in a real and lasting way. I hope my tact and wisdom will influence her in a good way. I feel like I have the wisdom to hold things together and the Freedom to do it. I see in my dreams a woman a

“Cosmic Mother”

(if you will) who stands between earth and heaven, (the wife of God) and my protector from the forces set loose on Earth because of my immaturity and ignorance. This woman’s energy secures and nurturers my life and I become cosmic connected. Once I understand and realize my souls potential, I can stand to succeed in achieving my separate identity. I need to achieve moral and mental health and when I do, my soul will awaken to an immortal self and I would have accomplish this without having to die.

I see in my dreams the sun which is not a negative thing, no matter how and where it appears. It kinda represents

“Know Thyself”

to know the true nature of self is to have an ultimate realization and the freedom. Someone once said

“Humility is often rewarded in human affairs”

like how my mountains are eroding into the valleys. it is a way of nature to fill an empty glass. Regardless of my position in the world, be it a world leader or a homemaker, humility is a powerful and positive attribute. If I am a highly regarded leader, and humble, people are drawn to me and my causes. if I am low, humility will draw me to them of a higher status.

“Real humility is a virtue that all should aspire too.”

I think the most happiest and successful people are the ones who in every situation can create a balance by adding to what is so little or reducing what is too great. These people don’t crave power but they want balance and security to their world. As a humble person you can supply that balance and they are not prey to illusions of self importance. If this attribute is not natural to you try to make a effort to develop it. Humor is a tool I use often.

I am trying to show my love to all and this is my small gift to all my new friends and old. I am shaky and have a bad nervous resistance (intestinal cramping if you will) but I ‘m trying to stay professional. I will forget the rest, like my throat is sensitive and the thought of food makes me wary. This is a very good day as long as I stay in this positive direction.

“The key to good relationships always requires a give and take action.”

Unexpected events have rocked my world and has brought in good things I had not thought about.
Gratitude to all from me.

I am trying to be gentle on myself today because I have decided I am not going into town today, I need to have some lone time. So I am not going to think thoughts of guilt because I am not in town with family and friends. I will return emotionally recharged and restored.

I am having unusual dreams or you may call them ‘psychic insights.’ I feel I am a master problem solver when it comes to personal issues. Other people are drawn to me, example; a couple of days ago I was at the farmers market and out of the blue this lady came over to me and tell me strange thoughts but profound because the subject of our discussion was confirming what I have thought all this time. My way of answering her, spoke to her heart and she was deeply grateful. The subject is still not completed as it still grows and is gaining the power and strength everyday. The way is clear and the goal is true. Being careful and cautious is still essential. My wisdom and way is real and lasting with an amazing effect on others.

by Silvia Hartmann

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I am feeling pretty secure in my world today, even though so much is going on, more than I wish for. So good thing my happiness is not dependent upon what goes on around me. As my dreams become reality, I am becoming a better person. By accepting and knowing what is in my heart is now more important than everyone’s approval.
Let go and I mean let go, and most important of all is

“Trust you instincts,”

Listen to your heart, listen to that thought that gave you shivers when it entered your mind.
I feel today is a good day to get things done and to start new projects, and I have so many new ones in mind that I will have to decide which to do first. First was to write this post, I love to share and to help.
Yesterday we had a big thunderstorm, thunderstorms do not happen often in my world, but as any thunderstorm or after

‘that time of tension’.

then comes a refreshed period, a time when there is fresh and clean air and suddenly the atmosphere of tension is gone. In other words, after last nights dinner conversation and the conversation was heavy. Today, the tension is gone and we can move on.

‘I am so thankful, that I know I am in the right place at the right time.
I am so grateful I have been able to send out my gift of a beautiful Gratitude rock to those beautiful people out there on “Internet Island”. I feel warm and happy inside when i think of you all with this gratitude rock in your hand or pocket.
I am so grateful for my family, friends and co-workers, who I cherish deeply, I would do anything for you.
I am so grateful for the care and attention I get.
I am so grateful I live in this part of the world, where it is peaceful and beautiful and awesome and…’

‘I like it, I link it’.

Well, this is the best idea ever, I want one, PLEASE.

If the Sun, represents your inner voice. R u feeding your intuition and insight?

Master astrologer Jeff Jawer says,

“When the Sun, the ruler of the heavens, joins with mental Mercury it’s a fantastic time to get clear insight into our identity and creative potential.”

Put old ways aside and find power by renewing with nature.

Stop wanting, wandering, and worrying.

i feel i am on the right course, a little bump in the road doesn’t upset me and i am trying to follow the path. i am getting more confident that whatever obstacles are placed in the way are messages. (there is always a silver lining) Use this information and imagine how it can transform. Rely on your intuition, you won’t be let down.