stumbling along

Often I imagine angels all around me, protecting me. When this happens my outlook on things become increasingly positive and I have a greater understanding of my thoughts. I even feel invincible, like nothing can go wrong. But being to over confident can work against me.

“So don’t skip the details and always be prepared. This will increase my chances for being successful.”

“Be aggressive and take charge.”

This is my day in my world and if I stay determined and drive forward I will succeed.

I was away last weekend and Saturday morning a man I visited everyday passed away. I am very sad but I don’t regret being away. Is that bad? I know there comes a time when souls are harvested and taken to an even better place. This is a great reunion and I need to celebrate this return. I think if I don’t, if I just ignore it, my love for life will decline. I need to take it slowly and quietly remain faithful, then in time it will change to a more assertive position.

It is okay to take shelter and withdraw. It is okay to concentrate on my own personnel affairs and guard my self worth. That is why I’m staying home this weekend. I need to stay out of the public eye and let my family go alone. I need to recharge and if it means giving up on traveling to the arenas to watch my youngest score goals then so be it. They need (meaning my son and hubby) to accept this as their hardship and they will become stronger for it.

“In every cloud there is a sliver lining.”

I think if change in a situation is brought on too quickly often it creates extra conflict. By accepting hardships, while striving to maintain integrity, I am preparing for the future.

“A seed of prosperity is often hidden inside the husk of misfortune.”

I need time to reflect on last weekend and trust that the process of opening myself up as I did will allow a higher quality emerge.

I may have made brilliant steps in my career and I know I have to stay cool headed otherwise my adversaries (shall I call them that) will get at me. I am trying to tell myself that they aren’t as bad as I may think. Someone said to me

“Take some Vitamins C.”

So I did. LOL.

I have no more obstacles at work, I’m under the limelight so to speak. Yet I hear in my mind

“Stop nurturing those impossible dreams.”

I am going to rest and do everything for ME this weekend.

It seems difficult because of financial pressures that are there. I need to attract enough money to cover all my needs and wants.

“Satisfaction and prosperity go hand in hand.”

I have a good foundation and I try to focus on managing my money. I think I need to focus more. I need a better understanding and a clearer goal to work towards. I work Very VERY hard. (I express VERY because I really think I do). I have accomplished a lot because of all my hard work.
I”m not sure how to title this post, hmmm…. Thanks to who made these quotes first.

One night a burglar broke into a house. He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables when a voice in the dark said,

‘Jesus knows you’re here.’

He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze. When he heard nothing more, after a bit, he shook his head and continued. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as a bell he heard

‘Jesus is watching you.’

Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source of the voice. Finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came to rest on a parrot.

‘Did you say that?’

he hissed at the parrot.

‘Yep’

, the parrot confessed, then squawked,

‘I’m just trying to warn you that he is watching you.’

The burglar relaxed.

‘Warn me, huh? Who in the world are you?‘

‘Moses,‘

replied the bird.

‘Moses?’

the burglar laughed.

‘What kind of people would name a bird Moses?’

‘The kind of people that would name a Rottweiler Jesus.’

Blessed are my SISTERS. LOVE YOU ONE AND ALL

I am inspired to get my blog up and running again. I have been doing everything else but post to my blog. I need to stay on top of that. It have been a real healing experience. I have been daydreaming today thinking beyond my current job and would like to take my proper place in the world. Yes I am ambitious and I am starting to map it out. I must take care not to set my expectations to high. I would be disappointed if I realize that my thinking is unrealistic. Still I will go ahead and dream big, and put my plan together in baby steps. Like one step at a time. Distractions always seem to have a toll on me. maybe it is stuff from home or maybe from work. I really try to be patient, more meditation is needed and I want to avoid confrontations with others.

I feel like I again can connect my spirit to my purpose in life. I have to really and truly be myself allow my soul to be bathed in the Dancing of the Angels and allow the forces that can provide a strong sense of purpose. i am reminded every day of my origin and my desire to be with the high Power.

I am trying to find out what my reason is for being, my mission. I am an agent (if you will) of The Creator and I know if I let go of the idea of being in control, I can easily notice the nudging i get. Then I have a better understanding of the invisible Helping Hands and I am in a better place and I am of a greater value.

As said and who said it first I do not know but it goes like this.

“It is not whether you win or lose but how you play the game.”

Now some might ( especially the player who lose) find this annoying.

But if you can ask yourself “Did you play your very best?”

“Yeah.”

“Did you play clean and not cheat?”
“Yeah.”
” Then, feel good about your self because that is what counts.

Then I say ” You are actually the winner and they lose. At the end of it all, the scores will be tallied. You are clearly the one who wins.”

It is a good life lesson because life is not about the moment: it is about every moment, every step, you take and doing your best.

So appreciate the monument be it good or bad. (win or lose).

Each step you survive has taught you so much and will strengthen you..

It is about Good sportsmanship. Everybody loses sometimes and the others had a better day that day.

This is a lesson for our children because if you are an adult and you do not know this! Well I ‘d say ‘to late for you’. LOL

I am writing this to you. You who, actually reads my posts. Will you respond with interest or not? So listen up to what you are reading. When you are done reading this post you will know why it is written for you.

‘ People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.’ (I do not know who said these words first and I give credit to who did).

When a person enter your life or crosses your path and it is for a ‘ REASON’. the reason is usually to meet a need of yours . That person is there to give you advice or assistance. Maybe to support and guide you though a difficulty. It may be emotionally, spiritually or physically. They seem like a God sent angel and They Are. Then for some reason they are out of your world, you no longer see them or whatever. Realize this, your need has been met. They have filled that desire and are no longer needed. Your prayer has been answered and so, time to move on.

Then there is a ‘SEASON’. People come into your world for a season, because you can share, grow or learn with this person. You have fun with them and they make you laugh. You may experience new things with them or they teach you. These people usually give you a great amount of pleasure and you to them. But only for a season.

‘LIFETIME’ is a relationships that teach you lifetime lessons. You can have a solid emotional, physical and spiritual foundation. You will need to love these people and put to use all the reasons and the seasons to have it all. These people are there in good and bad times and they are there to share, care and love you. A lifetime is my lifetime.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

I am feeling the emotions of the change in our lives, and I do not know how this change will affect us. But we are happy to be and had been available to be open to experiences like these. For me today it is not about canceling my obligations or not doing my choirs. It is about what I feel in my heart.

I remember one morning when I heard Elk rutting. The screams were shrilling and loud sharp piercing sounds. The males could lock horns for over a day. Of course the power struggles humans have can easily exceed that. When power issues are raised, it is possible the hidden truth is there but no one can see it. When one challenges another and wins, is there really power to capture for is it really there?? I wonder (ponder, ponder??)

Lets use the imagination… We are walking in the forest and we come upon a beautiful mansion and you can see it is full of fine furniture and many precious objects. A note on the door says” Do not think of stealing and do not envy the one who seems to have it. All you need is a personnel key, then open this door and all is yours.”

Well, where is the key? To find the key, is to let your intuition lead you. If this is hard to do then visualize what you are holding onto now and see it as in future years from now. This may seem scary, but like a snake and his skin, after a loss comes something more fresh and new..

The advice of an old one ” Listen to the sounds around you, if you don’t like the sounds change the station; meaning you have the responsibility to live as a good person. As a person who knows the right way and goes that way, if you are going the wrong way just turn around and step by step you will be going the right way.”

PSS: R.I.P. Michael Jackson ,thank you for sharing the music in you.
June 25, 2009. Thank You