stumbling along

I have many creative ideas in my head and I am eager to get into them but that means my house cleaning will be swept to the wayside. Although I feel my spirit is influenced and maybe I can do both. So I must remind myself not to start everything at once. I am thinking I should start with project that will give me a big bang for my buck as they say. Clean areas that will show an immediate impact.
If I consciously dream of my spiritual self as a discipline nature. My path will be clear of all obstacles and a hiding force will influence others to help, without them even knowing their are being influenced.

Photos to share

Here I am home alone today because Teege has a hockey tourney in a town 2 hours away and I decided to stay near Sister.
Ram mi and Million are going to stay over. Sunday has a probable 2 games to play and starting as early as 8:30 am.
So I was thinking of all the things I can do at home ( which is a lot). Then I feel so many emotions that I need time to process.
So I am posting. Before I tackle my housework. I am looking for a brilliant solution to my overwhelming emotions as I start.
I think my smartest answer is to take it slow and I will get the most out of my day.
My passion is creating , like when I paint, mold something out of clay or sewing or crotch a item for a love one, I want this to be my attitude in my life every day. Housework is creating, too?? no No. It is work, simply Work.
I will show them how I am as my word.
Here is a Lesson for you all. Don’t make Promises you know you won’t keep.

My prayer for Teege’s team is:

I pray they achieve a high level of teamwork, to understand passing will bring success. May their goal be clear and shared by the right player at the right time.

Photo

I am trying to get back to posting because I quite for a while and when I sat down to post I mostly showed Photos. But don’t get me wrong I love Photography and carry a camera everywhere.

I have had this week off from work and now it is Friday and to be honest when I think about where my week went I think about the vacation of my dreams and how it never happens. I want to take a trip today , Oh I mean last Friday and coming back today. Instead I am going to travel to a small town 2 hours from here. I am the Mum and my youngest child is playing in a hockey tournament. My obligation as Mum takes over any dreams of traveling to a far of land.

But on the other hand, my oldest child is about to bring into this world a grandson. On that day, I will become Grand Mum and I will have to cancel my little travel plans let alone my dream of travel. I will focus on each day and forget about long-term plans.
As I focus, I begin to feel freedom from my inner conflicts and I see how my buried gifts and talents can fit in and I must keep telling myself to trust that my creativity will always continue to grow in every area of my life.

Clear communication is important.

What if, all is not as it seems; is this day, a day in the house of mirrors.

Mirror photo

Thank You God.