stumbling along

This is a hard time for me to post and you say “why?’

Well it is because I am not feeling good. I have had a headache for three days now. It is so bad that I am eating T-#3 to help me cope. My head is hurting and the base of my neck. I have a big lump on my back in my right shoulder blade area. I have had the lump leaking fluids and is quit painful. Last night it started draining so i gave it some pressure and more fluid flowed out. my shoulders have been feeling numb, and my right foot in the front above the ankle feels pressure and pain. My jaw and sinuses are throbbing and behind my eyes.

I am on holidays this week so I am not missing work, I can see my Doctor tomorrow,so in the meantime I suffer. I have been trying to sleep lots. I seem to be pretty tired lately.

I have so much I wanted to do this holiday and nothing is getting done. I get that feeling of overwhelming but then I say to myself “you will feel better soon and then you can get it done.”

So I am going to go and lay down and rest more.

Generally when I write a post it is give a message with in a message.

Today I write a post of a straight out thoughts and feeling. To day is the last day of having Gerhardt Junior living in my home. He has been here for the last 10 months. He has brightened our home and we have had much laughter. He loves photography, filming, hockey, skiing, hiking, slack lining. anything to do with the outdoors.

He was a pleasure everyday he was here. I know he is a young and powerful man and he will be a great man. He will do great things.

I consider myself blessed. I will miss him very, very, very much.

We will eat together tonight. We will have hamburgers, by Gerhardt Junior’s request.

God is with you Junior.

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A big thank you to Youtube”

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Paradise

A gift from Mexico

and she is pregant with a little boy. I have the pictures that where taken today.